back in chennai

After a hiatus of one month, I'm back in chennai..the land of no water, scorching heat and loads of relatives..and i sit in my cousin's house, where i get to work on the internet for most part of the day, as i write this..what irony.!!
I just realised that i left Hydearbad for good when i came back two days ago. With mom in chennai and brother coming in a week and dad moving here shortly, my Hyd life is pretty much over. Hols now will b spent in Chennai. I actually realised that i will be moving out of home for all practical purposes. Studies for the next two years, work for another two and then get hitched...seems like the life every normal human leads...But the drive to do something great exists only in theory in my head. I just dont seem to have the will to make it happen. I think two years away from home will make me realise what it takes to b independent( in realtiy) and how to manage one's life properly...